Chapter 9♡

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ana kint 7aiil mistansa li2ana u5ooy yay ilkuwait for his Christmas holiday wba3ad my cousin 7e9a bityi li2ana ihya ba3ad tadris barra ilkwait, bas ihya tadriss ib willaya thanya. 'though her Christmas holiday starts 3ugub min ma jam3at u5ooy. jam3at ya3goob their Christmas holiday wayid a6wal.(adri madri shlon fi a huge time gap li2ana this is now in December willi gabul in September bas i3tabraw inni mafi time gap lool madri walla) 

Bas anna illi kilish malli 5ulga is exams! we start next week but on Monday because we have a study leave on Sunday. 

ilyom it's Thursday wlyom it's zwara fa I quickly took a shower, dried my hair, put it in a side fish tail and I wore this (with the utility jacket open).

umi: Jouryy! 

me: kani yaya

ana 5athait talafoni w7a6ait 3u6ir

umi:Yalla ta3alay broo7ich intay im2a5ratna

me: kani yumma il7een ayi

I ran down the stairs w6ila3t barra wdi5alt ilsayara. 6ab3an 6ool il6ireej ana w5alood ga3d nithawash and my parents ga3d isaktoona.

*at zwara*

I was extremely bored li2ana illi gadi min my girl cousins wayid yitkabiron illa 7e9a w7e9a mu hni :( bas bityi ba3ad isboo3 so I can't wait! I was on twitter li2ana malal. I sent a dm to M7ammad. We started chatting this week and maybe just maybe I like him just a little bit. Bas matwa8u3 uhwa he likes.

It makes me really happy because it's the old him back, and he's improved. Ya3ni uhwa jad he's sweet wa5la8a zaina and he's very kind.

Rad 3alay ba3ad cham minutes wga3d asolif wiya but he's answering in short sentences w ya inna za3lan aw im3a9ib.

jouryal*****: m7amad shfeek, sh9ayir

m7amadal*****: walashay

jouryal*****: 3ayal laish imnafis?

m7amadal*****: ana mu imnafis

jouryaly*****: 5air inshalla :p

jouryaly*****: la2 jad sh9ayir?

he ignored me, I tried again in half an hour bas he still ignored me. 

Kint 7adi mitmalila fa ri7t 3ind il9bayan.

Thamer is 14, younger than me by one year, bas il7mar a6wal minni wikilla i2athini li2ana he's taller than me. He's cute but I don't like him that way. Ya3ni he's like an annoying brother. Ya3ni bu'6ub6 nafs 5alood ba3ad cham sinna bas inna 5alood ga6atta sa5eefa 6ali3 3alay. Wait chinna sabait nafsi lol. La la a9lan ana ga6ati 3ajeeeba *flips hair* ok bala tifilsif and back to the story.

Ana ba3ad kint ga3da ma3a 7amad w Bader. 7amad akbar wa7id minna, he's 17. Bader akbar mini bas only in 10 days and he's my closest cousin to me from the guys ya3ni. He's tall, tan and fit wya3ni mazyoon I guess bas kilish ma 7ibba that way. a9lan uhwa wain wil7ub wain hatha 7adda iwadeeni ilfir3 w5ala9 ma minna fayda :') wla ba3ad mashi li2ana ma 3inda laysan. bas 3adi li2n 9ob bait yadi fi fir3 greeb. 

ana, badoor, thamer, and my baby cousins ra'3ad and A7mad ri7na ilfir3 bas nothing else happend laiman radait ilbait and I watched tv shows till I went to sleep. 

***

*Friday, one week later*

I was studying for my physics mid year exam. Chan asma3 ilbab yitba6al wd5ilat umi.

umi: Joury 7abeebti adri inich ta3banna min ilimti7anat wildirassa bas tara I'm very proud of you ga3d tadriseen o tshideen 7ailich bil madrissa. Shrayich ilyom as a treat ni6la3 shopping? 

me: 9ij?! 

6ab3an anna mu im9adga 3umri min il wanasa 7assa inni min7akra bas madrissa 7ag exams- then house for studying- madrissa for exams- house for studying and all over again.

umi: ee yala ba3ad sa3a o ni9 ibni6la3, gaylatlich il7een li2ana adri yabeelich sinna titzahibain.

me: 7aram 3alaich yumma anna? 

umi: ee intay, yalla 7abeebti tzahibay.

She kissed me on the cheek and left.

I took a quick shower and then dried my hair. I straightend it and curled the tips. Then I wore this (with the cardigan open and the shirt tucked in)

*7:30pm*

We were here since ilthalath winu9, it'3adaina wri7na shopping wtawna we stopped. Ri7na ana  obumi bucks li2ana ubooy, ya3goob w5alid biyoon fa gilnalhum they find us here. 

Ana ri7t 6ilabt willi alga Badoor and u5oo Thamer who's (obviously) also my cousin. Yaw g3idow ma3anna wba3ad chithee five mins yaw i5wani wbooy... 7essa!

7e9a: JOOOURYY!!

me: 7e9aaa!

we hugged each other w akeed people looked at us weirdly bas uhma shaku I don't even care I just miss her so much

me: yal7mara laish ma gilteeli inich bityeen ilyom wmu bachir

7e9a: shfeech ya3ni surprise :p 

***

5alti w5ali ba3ad yaw wilkbar ra7aw yit3ashon il7een it's 8:15, bas i7na ri7na nitmasha kilina ba3dain ri7na the food court. Thamer w7e9a bu'3ow Taco Bell bas ana wbadoor ri7na McDonalds. 6ilabna w wigafna ni6arna our order fa ga3d insolif wni'67ak.

***

me: baba pleeease, walla bachir ra7adriss bas 3alashan bitnam mu ma3nata ma ra7 adris willi 3afeek yubba

ubooy: inshalla inshalla bas amana 3ad dirsay ok? 

me: ee ee shukran babaa!<3

I kissed his head w ri7t 3ind 7e9a.

me: 7e9a namay 3indi. 

7e9a: ha la2, lazim a6ali3 ashya2i. Intay namay 3indi

me: ay bit6al3een ashya2ich agu9 eedi lo ma troo7een wbas tnameen. faya3ni nami 3indi yalla 3ad

7e9a: chub chub

me: 3indi lich suwalif waaayid

7e9a: suwalif ha? ok anam 3indich. 

me: typical 7e9a

7e9a: ohhu lat 5aleeni ahawin she said sticking her tounge out and then she side hugged me.

***

*the next day*

*at 10am*

7e9a: Jooooooury! Joury Joury Joury Joury Joury jooouury

me: shtabeeen

7e9a: yalla goomay abi aroo7 a6la3 7ag ilryoog.

me: la magdar lazim adris

7e9a: wana yaybatni hni laish? malat

me: 3alaich. wtara I have a lot to tell you

*tells her everything that happend

7e9a: ulla ulla kil hatha 9ar? inzain jarbay

tkalmeena yimkin ya36eech yawh

me: ha la2 mabi

7e9a: inzain nizlay 5al nitrayag

***

we just ate breakfast kanat Maria imsawya pancakes fa 6ab3an me and 7e9a klaina laman gilna bas. 7e9a ra7at titsaba7 fa anna gilt 5al a7awil akalma yimkin irid 3alay, especially since he's already online so he'll see it.

Jouryal*****: m7amad laish ga3d ta7girni, anna shsawait?

I closed my phone chan 3ala6ool the screen lights up meaning he answerd

M7amadal*****: Joury ana kilish ma higaitich tkooneen chthi

jouryal*****: akoon shnu?

m7amadal*****: la 5ala9 walla shay

jouryal*****: la shnu walla shay, fi shay. inzain fahimni ana shsawait

6ab3an rad 7igarni o even though I kept convincing myself that I didn't care, I did. so much. 

***

*on Sunday*

*at the school bas still ma ran iljaras mal il6aboor bugga chthi 20 minutes*

my friends were at their usual place fa ri7t wgi3adt after ma I hugged kil ilbanat minak. M7ammad can ga3d mu wayid ib3eed ma3a rab3a.

me: *tells Jawan about the dms he sent yesterday*

Jawan: roo7ay si2li sh'3a9da

me: la mabi fashla

Jawan: tabeeni ayi wiyach

me: la la 3adi, 5ala9 baroo7 bas madri shagool fashla mara wa7da chithi aroo7la wagoola ta3al bakalmik

Jawan: goolay wajib aw shay

me: umm ok

gimt ri7t 3inda, can fi cham wa7id bas ma kint a3arf '3air 3abdalla, na9ir, 3ali and obviously m7amad. salamt 3alaihum wuhma salimaw 3alay

me: m7amad, 3adi itsa3idni ib wajibna ilingilaiza, ma fihamta

m7amad: *confused* ma kan 3indina wajib

3ad ib hal la7'6a bu'3ait ilar'6 tibla3ni

me: shfeek nisait hathak illi it's due today

3a6aita na'6ra watwa8a3 fiham '3a9di

m7amad: oh 9a7. imshay the library mini iz3aj.

***

we sat in the corner of the library wain mafi a7ad

me: m7amad ana shsawait? sh'3a9dik yom giltli inta ma higaitni chithi?

his eyebrows stitched together with frustration.

m7amad: Tadreen sh'3a9di

me: la2 min9iji, ana ma sawait shay '3ala6

m7amad: 6ab3an, li2anaich intay ma ti3tabrain hatha shay '3ala6. intay ma3a akthar min 9bay wa7id.

ana awal shay chiftich ma3a hathak illi bilmadrissa gilt 5ala9 la akalimha, akeed 7abeebha ma yabeech t7acheen 9bayan thanyeen, li2ana lo ib mukani chan ana 3a9abt. bas on Friday yom ri7t il avenues chan achoofich ma3a hathak. 5ala9 I lost all my respect for you.

uhwa gam birioo7 chan ag'6uba min eeda

me: minu hathail, walla I'm not in a relaitionship wa9lan on Friday kint 6al3a ma3a umi. 9abr 9abr inta mitta bu'6ib6 chiftni?

m7amad: madri chthi bilail can bil food court

I was surprises li2ana I seriously had no idea what he was talking about. 

Wait, laykoon 3abala Badoor and I are together yom kinna we're waiting for our food. la2 akeed '3a9da Bader, minu '3aira ya3ni.

me: 9ob mcdonalds 9a7, hatha kan my cousin Bader wkint 6al3a ma3a kil 3ayliti, it was just a coincidence that it was just me and him at mac, ilbaji ra7ow mukan thani.

m7amad: inzain o minu hatha illi after school kinti ma3a?

me: minu? jad I have no idea who you're talking about

m7amad: hathak illi gabil sboo3 ya marich min ilmadrissa

me: inshalla mu kil 9bay itchoofni ga3d akalma 3abalik ana I'm in a relashionship with him. I guess you don't remember him bas hatha u5ooy ya3goob tawa kan rad min amreeca wkint mu chayfitta minzimaaan.

I stood up to leave but this time it was his turn to stop me

m7amad: stop, I'm sorry I let the jelousy get the best of me

me: jelousy?

uhwa isti7a, w5dooda 9arat 7amra. Waay ishawig. waaay kilish mu waktich ya Joury tfakreen chthi.

m7amad: asif, bas ma kint abeech 7ag a7ad '3airi, Joury ana a7ibich.

*ran iljaras*

he smiled at me, a smile that could brighten up a whole city. Waved at me and left. I stood there speechless until the librarian shood me off to go to il6aboor before lessons start.

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