But of course Daleela was like "is he hot?"
"min9ijich intay" Jay galatlaha o 6ab3an ba6atha '6i7ik
"ba3ad shinu? ba3arif itha il9bay he's good looking, shsawait '3ala6" this time it was Leela.
"9a7, ha Joury?" Jawan nugded my elbow o ba3ad radat ti'67ak.
"Way intow ma minkum fayda 9ara7atan" I sighed
"Eee I agree, but you love us" Leela hadat talafonha o yat lamatni, o ba3dain yat Jawan.
"Ya banat hidooni" I complained "magdar atnafas" they let go and Jay was fake pouting, "bas intay it7ibeena 9a7"
"ee ee, inzain wa5ray shway 3alashan a5ith talafoni li2ana I heard a notification"
I opened twitter and guess who just followed and tweeted me. No, not Zayn Malik, chan-zayn (btw tara I'm so lame, that's me making a joke :')
It was 7amood. No, wait Mohammed, 7amood is someone diffirent. He was the person that was there for me since I was three years old. He was there for me when I broke my arm. We were playing in the garden outside his house, when I broke it. Though I didn't know it was broken, obviously it was hurting me a lot. He actually carried me for a bit, but since I was taller than him and he was so skinny, you'd think he's break at any moment, I made him put me down. He was always there for me. Even when is get a paper cut, he'd race to go get me a band aid.
Mohammed is the guy that when he transferred schools in the eighth grade, he left me. Just like that. I tried to talk to call him, but every time I did, he'd let someone else answer the home phone and tell me he's not here. Fa ya3ni ashkara ma yabi ikalimni, musta7eel killa 6ali3.
Oh yeah, and one time kint 6al3a ma3a 5alood (who was just 8 years old at the time), ubooy and umi. I saw Mohammed there. I ran over to him, but I still, clearly remember what he said. How couldn't I remember. These fourteen words scared me for years. Until this day I dont understand why he didn't want to be my friend. Why, weren't I good enough? What's wrong with me? Why did my only friend not like me? Why? Am I a bad person? This is what made me start crying myself to sleep since the age of 12.
"Sorry, but I don't want to be your friend anymore. I hate you actually" these words are what made me, till this day? extremely self conscious.
Hi, so my twitter got unsuspended!! but it got suspende again in like an hour, I know wtf. Anyway, sawait a new twitter account, it's @fabsadandsassy.
I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU GUYS. Please tell me what you think in the comments or in twitter, seriously when you guys tell me what you think about it, it makes my day. So don't forget to tell me what you think, pleeaase.
I hope you have a wonderful day.
Hugs, cookies and kisses,
Joury :)
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